Has it really been almost a year? Wow, my life is fucking wonderful without you. What was I thinking?

i dont even remember you... thank god

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At this very moment, I am moving out of my apartment I have stayed in the past 8 weeks. I will be 'moving' home for a little bit until my new apartment is ready! I am so excited to be living with Melissa. I finished all the paperwork a couple days ago. I feel so grown up that I am actually going to be living totally on my own :] YAY!

Here are some pics of the new apartment:



The floorplan



In the living room looking at the front door and kitchen



In Kitchen looking at living room and patio



Bedroom :]



and we each get our own bathroom :]




Ahh! I can not wait. I am ready to be busy. I know that I will probably regret saying that soon, but right now I miss having a packed schedule. It has been hard the past few weeks with only one class a day, but soon I wont have to worry about it. Im also happier to be living closer to work. Now it wont take me 30 minutes to drive there.. only 5 :]

Other than that, there isnt much to report on. My brother came up to visit a few days ago and we had a lot of fun. We went to the beach, to the movies, we got Coldstone and I introduced him to Jimmy Johns. :] I had been planning a trip to the planetarium for a few weeks ago but I never got a chance to go. I went to take Josh, and they were doing a bunch of construction outside the door.. so we werent able to go either :.. I think he had fun though. It was nice to have a visitor.. I dont think I have had one since last summer before Daniel went to bootcamp.

I am getting ready to finish studying for my accounting exam tomorrow (which I really dont think Im going to pass). I am in the process of getting my refrences for the Peace Corps in order.. and I am also looking into places that are looking for interns for next summer. I am hoping I will graduate December 09 and then hopefully have an awesome job already lined up for me somewhere.

Im scared out of my mind about what the next year will hold for me, especially because I feel like I am all alone in this huge decision. I guess that is part of growing up. You dont know if the decisions you are making are the right ones. You dont know if it is going to lead you down the wrong path or bring you to something incredible.. it might even bring you right back to where you started, but you just go with your heart and pray that you wont have any regrets. Stick to what you know is important to you, and hang on for dear life to those who mean the most to you because sometimes, they can be the only things in your life that you are sure of. I am a big believer in "love never fails", and I know that if im doing something I love with people I love, I can never fail... so that is what I am sticking to.

I guess my life is kinda up in the air right now... I am just hoping that all the answers come to me soon.